Self-loathing is the theme of tonight's post. Today's post, that is. This morning's post. It's a morning post because I just pulled an all-nighter writing two pages.
The writing (simple essay) isn't hard. The subject (Roman History) isn't hard. The length is practically nothing. And yet, as soon as I write my name on the first line of a new Word document, my attention span becomes that of an invertebrate. Well, that's not accurate, really -- it's worse than that. I retain my ability to focus on anything but the assignment. What am I so scared of?
It's done on time, at least, four hours before due. My first class is in less than two hours, which would allow me to sleep just long enough to wake up feeling, somehow, even more tired than I do now.
posted on Friday, February 02, 2007
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