As it happens, I'm euphoric to the extent that every muscle in my body is twitching incessantly in absurd little spasms.
How is it that, no matter how many times I've imagined what I'd do and how things might go, I never imagined it happening this way, with a grace completely unfamiliar to me.
I don't have any idea where it goes from here; neither do I feel any need to change course. Always before I've felt compelled to impose purpose and destination. None of that now, and it feels so right, and so much better.
Enough written now. My emotions are working too far overtime for me to write anything sensible, much less anything appropriate for the context of my dear neglected blog.
posted on Thursday, December 04, 2003
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