What to say about this week? Very Octobery, I guess. Not so cold this week, though, and that's a plus.
... don't feel very strongly about much, except for one thing, one of those "I don't want everyone to know about this" things.
I hate making posts like this. Life is fairly empty, thus should be the blog. But a lot of people seem vaguely quiet and desperate... maybe that's just me. I am, even if nobody else is.
In my dreams I'll spend one of these dead lonely nights walking hand in hand through crisp new snow, with neither cause nor desire to stop, nor destination. Aimless wandering, no direction but never circling. Dead trees and cold, so I can feel her life and warmth. An endless waking dream, all through the night and snow. Wake to another colorless day through which to plod, asleep on my feet, cherishing the same tarnished dreams behind open eyes. Strolling the fields of heaven with an angel by my side.
posted on Thursday, October 09, 2003
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