This's been a lousy week overall, partly because I had to write my paper (first half of the week) and mostly because I've just felt rotten the last few days (second half, but that probably goes without saying).
I can't put my finger on exactly how I've felt rotten. One contributing factor is that I haven't been there at all. I hear the things I say and wonder who made them up; my voice and my face don't seem to be my own. I've also had a cold/allergies, and that never helps. I guess I could sum up my week by saying that I've had writer's block, except it doesn't just apply to writing. I've got speaker's block, thinker's block, sleeper's block, and some kind of block I can't think of a name for that mainly consists of not being interested in any girls in particular. My mind is utterly blank, and I've been neglecting my blog recently because there's nothing in my head to write down. It was somewhat of a struggle to even formulate these sentences.
I need to wake up. If you see me around, slap me - not too hard, and no fingernails please - just enough to make me snap out of it. Maybe that'll do the trick. And if not... hell, slap me anyway, I need that now and then.
posted on Saturday, April 05, 2003
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