I'm going to try to be quiet and low-key at school for a few days.
Life was good a week or two ago, and I think it would still be good now if it would only stick around. Reality's been eluding me, and as a consequence it seems as though there's some large distance between me and everyone else, like I'm on my own island and everyone on the continent is shouting at me, but I can barely hear them over the tide. Sometimes, on those very sunny days, I'll be outside with friends, and it'll suddenly be as though I'm watching a video with headphones on. Colors go washed-out, everyone's voices blend and fade; people move their lips and look at me, but how can I know what they're saying?
posted on Sunday, April 06, 2003
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